Excess Baggage

I’ve become a genuine nerd in these 2 weeks since I didn’t travel anywhere…  This is really because of the syllabus… o man…this week marked the half of the semester 1… ohh how time flies… I wanna stay here longer… sob sob… pls sumbody sponsor me for PHD… being a nerd, let me share few difference that I reckon when I study now compare the one during my undergrad.. basically about my life and how I absorb the lessons… (yess u have to be spongy)

1. I remembered during my orientation week, one of the rep from International Soc welcomed us the postgraduate student and told us that we should be better student now compare to undergrad because we are matured but then he said that we carried excess baggage… at that moment, I assumed that excess baggage only applied to the married student with kids.. but guess what..after few weeks… I realized I carried excess baggage too… the baggage consists of many thing.. my hosmet n I keep laughing about this n sadly, this baggage really make us feel old… aging n decaying.. hahah

2. This can be as simply as about my behaviour..not exactly behaviour… it’s more likely about my response or my sensitivity level about every things.. for example..during undergrad, I really didn’t care about anything, just lived my life as it was supposed to be.. attending the classes, skipping the classes too, submitting the assignment, hang out with frens n cramming myself during study week n yippiey yeayy..final exam was over.. I never bother to balance myself

3. And now… I really want/need to balance my schedule.. I need to make new frens.. n I need to take a good care of my body.. I care about my meals.. I care about work out jut to ensure that I need a healthy life style… actually those things come along during my life here..somehow, I feel disappointed every time I failed to do any of those things… it feels like im not doing the best out of me..hahah.. n the bottom line is I pushed myself to achieve the balance end result..

4. Some other stupid thing is that, it is an essential obligation for me to manage my laundry n house cleaning.. during undergrad, I can prioritize study more than everything..now, my brain only work in a sedate environment..haha.. I need to ensure the kitchen is clean, my clothes are well organized.. I did vacuum my room n blab la bla..

5. Lets further investigate about what happened in the class… during my undergrad, I Just nodded my head everytime my lecturers asked our understanding during last 5 minutes of each lecture..the truth was I understood only 50% and even worse may be 25%.. but I didn’t mind at all.. I know how to study later n my sole aim was just to achieve flying color result.. now, I want to understand every bits of what the lecturer are teaching.. everything really matters and helps me to understand better.. now I can imagine those engineering logical fundamental… this absolutely sound good.. unfortunately, I take very long time to study… as I don’t study only the theory, I need to relate every single thing to the real world.. it’s time consuming.. and thanks to the Internet for the info

6. When the word ‘boring’ popped out in a bubble over my head… I really have to deal with it wisely.. I need to shield myself to feel more weary later due to my hectic schedule.. u know, suicide case statistically increases during winter.. hmm naaahhh im not that kind but that’s the possibility of human act toward any peculiar feeling in our biology body… ok I digress… back to the topic, during undergrad, I wont feel bored anymore just by watching movies or simply doze off.. now, everything may result to dullness.. so I need to have more alternatives to have fun.. as u know, I love travelling, and I need to hangout with my fren, I need to spend time for window shopping, I need to have new recipe to cook.. I need to have new books to read.. I need to have new cloth… o man..i sound so complicated now.. this is how age treats me lately… then only I feel life is colourful..i cant live a mundane life.. I need many things to do esp in future… (I’ve been thinking to participate in any NGO… life should be meaningful to others too..not only to ourselves, don’t u think so?)

Ok, enough of babbling.. its 9 am in Saturday morning.. I just want to warm up my brain n body in this cold weather… ok pippin, back to lab report ..bubye…..

PS: Such a boring entry…actually i have many fun stories to write..i can only write those stories if my black magic spell of requesting extra time from nature is succesful :p